Have you ever found yourself asking, “Why me?” I have a million times since losing Jay!  It’s hard to make sense of the fact that God would allow you to become pregnant with a baby, but then take it away.   I believe I am a good Christian.  I believe in God.  I believe that many who have gone before me are watching over me in heaven and taking care of my sweet Jay.  I can see my grandmother rocking him to sleep and telling him all about the camping trips she took us on!  I can see Sadie running around, playing with Jay.  I see my grandpa teaching Jay how…